The Wait

Underneath the pain lies the hope of love
Deep within my soul there’s a light buried beneath the darkness
Freeing my mind, prepared for something beautiful
My ugliness has blossomed into a black rose
Destiny has revealed itself as something worth the wait
Patiently waiting for my love to outlast the hate


Free Hope

Trapped with a thousand ways to escape
Free of freedom and loved by hate
Give me peace and let me breathe
The hardships keep me from living life with ease

Nowhere to go neither up or down
I’ve lost sight somewhere I’ll never be found
Will I break free and live without care?
Or will all that has happened be too much to bare?

There’s always more when you have the least
There’s a glimpse of hope somewhere in reach
I’m happy although I refuse to smile
If you didn’t see me then well don’t look at me now

Love Again

You will come back won’t you?
I’m a lost goner without you
Searching to the end of nothing
Everything feels empty

Show me the love I deserve
Lead me to a better place
I find nothing in everyone
Let’s be one

Find me at the crossroads
Take me back
You’re heart is my home
My heart is your palace

Can you forgive me?
The future is much brighter
The past will hold us back
Let’s love again


I am imperfectly perfect
My flaws are my wonders
I can only be who am I right now
Distance the world from my wonders

I am beautifully disfigured
Something undone
Working towards being whole
Piece me together by breaking me down

You will never know how great I am
Falling down trying to stand
Where we part is where we meet

The Door

Making my way through the door of love
one foot through the door, peeping in
Scared of the answers
Prepared for the worst

How will the work out?
Will I be a victim?
Love let me know before I come through
Can u really depend on you

Lift me up and take me high
I’m afraid of you and don’t know why
Show me the truth for I shall not worry
I want my life to end with a lovely story


I’ve been in some bad places. But no where was worse than when I was lonely. Separated from family and friends with nowhere to go. I didn’t think I’d ever find them again. Drugs, partying and women had me out there. I thought I had everything but I couldn’t escape the lonely feeling in my soul. Those people who made me feel whole were departing. When you’re out there speeding it is hard to see what is important to you. Now I know that my family and friends is what is most important to me. Through their love I am whole. Drugs and alcohol doesn’t complete me any longer. I’ve been through hell and back and now I’m home. I’m here to stay forever and I will never look back to those lonely days. I will appreciate everything I almost lost because now I realize how much I need those people in my life. Be grateful for everything and everyone in your life that keeps you happy and healthy. Lead a positive lifestyle and those people you love will follow you through hell if they have to. Never leave their side for material things because they are destructive. Be wise and you will be happy.