Love Again

You will come back won’t you?
I’m a lost goner without you
Searching to the end of nothing
Everything feels empty

Show me the love I deserve
Lead me to a better place
I find nothing in everyone
Let’s be one

Find me at the crossroads
Take me back
You’re heart is my home
My heart is your palace

Can you forgive me?
The future is much brighter
The past will hold us back
Let’s love again



I am imperfectly perfect
My flaws are my wonders
I can only be who am I right now
Distance the world from my wonders

I am beautifully disfigured
Something undone
Working towards being whole
Piece me together by breaking me down

You will never know how great I am
Falling down trying to stand
Where we part is where we meet

The Door

Making my way through the door of love
one foot through the door, peeping in
Scared of the answers
Prepared for the worst

How will the work out?
Will I be a victim?
Love let me know before I come through
Can u really depend on you

Lift me up and take me high
I’m afraid of you and don’t know why
Show me the truth for I shall not worry
I want my life to end with a lovely story


I’ve been in some bad places. But no where was worse than when I was lonely. Separated from family and friends with nowhere to go. I didn’t think I’d ever find them again. Drugs, partying and women had me out there. I thought I had everything but I couldn’t escape the lonely feeling in my soul. Those people who made me feel whole were departing. When you’re out there speeding it is hard to see what is important to you. Now I know that my family and friends is what is most important to me. Through their love I am whole. Drugs and alcohol doesn’t complete me any longer. I’ve been through hell and back and now I’m home. I’m here to stay forever and I will never look back to those lonely days. I will appreciate everything I almost lost because now I realize how much I need those people in my life. Be grateful for everything and everyone in your life that keeps you happy and healthy. Lead a positive lifestyle and those people you love will follow you through hell if they have to. Never leave their side for material things because they are destructive. Be wise and you will be happy.

Distant Love

The distant closeness of love
So far away wanting it near
I wonder so much, why isn’t it here
I need the feeling, I want the happiness

Struggling to maintain, losing my mind
Looking for something worth my time
I need the touch, I want the feel
I need something sure, something real

Can you make me believe?
Or will I lose all hope?
In my heart you can live
Find me now, before I leave


Breaking apart to get put back together
Not to be discouraged although it’s taking forever

Here I am piece by piece
Put me together and make me whole
Find me now and rework my soul

Lord I feel you, please help me live
Even though I have almost nothing to give

Fill me up and give me purpose
Life is wonderful and I want to be perfect