The Wait

Underneath the pain lies the hope of love
Deep within my soul there’s a light buried beneath the darkness
Freeing my mind, prepared for something beautiful
My ugliness has blossomed into a black rose
Destiny has revealed itself as something worth the wait
Patiently waiting for my love to outlast the hate

Free Hope

Trapped with a thousand ways to escape
Free of freedom and loved by hate
Give me peace and let me breathe
The hardships keep me from living life with ease

Nowhere to go neither up or down
I’ve lost sight somewhere I’ll never be found
Will I break free and live without care?
Or will all that has happened be too much to bare?

There’s always more when you have the least
There’s a glimpse of hope somewhere in reach
I’m happy although I refuse to smile
If you didn’t see me then well don’t look at me now

Different

I am imperfectly perfect
My flaws are my wonders
I can only be who am I right now
Distance the world from my wonders

I am beautifully disfigured
Something undone
Working towards being whole
Piece me together by breaking me down

You will never know how great I am
Falling down trying to stand
Where we part is where we meet

The Door

Making my way through the door of love
one foot through the door, peeping in
Scared of the answers
Prepared for the worst

How will the work out?
Will I be a victim?
Love let me know before I come through
Can u really depend on you

Lift me up and take me high
I’m afraid of you and don’t know why
Show me the truth for I shall not worry
I want my life to end with a lovely story

Distant Love

The distant closeness of love
So far away wanting it near
I wonder so much, why isn’t it here
I need the feeling, I want the happiness

Struggling to maintain, losing my mind
Looking for something worth my time
I need the touch, I want the feel
I need something sure, something real

Can you make me believe?
Or will I lose all hope?
In my heart you can live
Find me now, before I leave

Together

Breaking apart to get put back together
Not to be discouraged although it’s taking forever

Here I am piece by piece
Put me together and make me whole
Find me now and rework my soul

Lord I feel you, please help me live
Even though I have almost nothing to give

Fill me up and give me purpose
Life is wonderful and I want to be perfect