You Can’t Be Me [Poem]

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You will never be what you’re trying to be trying to be me

You will never see what you’re trying to see looking at me

You want to be so much but can’t take your eyes away from me

You can’t be anything, you are what you see and that’s me

I’m the star of your life and you’re nothing to you

Who are you?

We’re not the same two

Be whoever you want to be, but you cannot be me

Why do you stare? What do you want?

I have nothing for you, please go on your way

As hard as I try to create distance, you beg me to stay

Afloat

sail

I set sail across a tear filled ocean

The wave of emotions put me in motion

My sails blew hard as I gasped for relief

I flowed gently across the pain and the grief

One day I would come to reach my destination

Slowly sailing across lost hope and frustration

If I shall sink, would it be so bad?

To drown in the pain would be to overcome at last

But no oh no, I sail and I sail

Because eventually I will reach land

and I will finally exhale

Bridge To Eternity

ladder

Have you seen my love?

Tell her I’ve found myself lost

Have you seen my money

Tell it I need it at all cost

Have you seen my heart?

Without it I’m cold, embedded in frost

Have you seen my soul?

I’m standing at the bridge to eternity, and I need it to cross

Whole [Poem]

broken

Broken, shattered and scattered
I’m a piece of the things I used to be
My very existence is tattered
I strive to be whole and as complete as I used to be

Trying my hardest to pull the pieces together
Walking through the rain, ignoring the weather
A piece of me is there, a piece of me is here
All of me is nowhere, I’m broken and scared

Tape me up and make me whole
Give me hope, illuminate my soul
For I am lost and broken apart
Give me love and sew up my heart

Love Wins

love-wins

For all of the love I lost

For all the love I’ve found

For all the love above

For all the love around

For all of my loveless sins

For all of the emptiness inside

For each and every surprise 

For the hate I kept inside

Love was there, now and then

The same love from above 

The same love from within

No matter how, no matter when

No matter whatLove will always win

Love Wins

Today I was having fun online using chatroulette.com (a webcam based chat service). Everything was going okay until I ran into a very pretty woman who claimed to be the devil. She said I was damned because she was my biggest weakness (being a pretty woman and all). So then I went into the other room and grabbed my Bible. At that point she said she would never see me again. At that point I realized it was a good thing. A woman claiming to be the Devil said I would never see her (the Devil) ever again. I asked her if God had won and she said yes. No weapons formed against me shall prosper as long as I have my lord and saviour watching over me. Lesson well learned and I will never forget it. LOVE TRIUMPHS OVER EVIL ALWAYS !

Ups and Downs

We can only reach new heights by getting over our lowest points. There are no ups without downs. Embrace the hard times and use them to elevate yourself to a higher plateau. Our emotions entrap us at times, keeping us grounded. It is normal to feel sad during hard times but it is also possible to feel happy during sad times if you allow the joy to overcome that sorrow within you. I am happy at the moment, but that doesn’t mean I can’t feel sadness at any moment. You control your emotions. If you feel sad, it is because you allow yourself to feel that way. Stop the sadness and allow yourself to feel happiness when you need it the most. If all else fails, listen to the song in the link — Pharrell Williams – Happy